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Self-assesment.

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 2:56 PM








Apparently, I don't see myself clearly, says a few people. -3- SO. To my chagrin, I'm making a list, to see just how well I "don't see myself".

Pros:
+ I'm creative
+ I'm energetic
+ I've got spunk
+ I can sing ok
+ I suppose I can draw
+ I'm an alright writer
+ I'm motivated
+ I'm good at math
+ Maybe I'm a good listener?
+ I'm protective about my friends (could be considered a con)
+ I do things myself
+ I'm self-sufficient
+ I'm committed
+ I'm agile
+ I'm a good sprinter
+ I can cook really well

Cons:
- I'm hopelessly naive
- I look very plain (Tell me I'm beautiful or pretty, those of you who say I'm not plain. I dare you.)
- I'm always adding Japanese phrases into everything
- I'm a procrastinator
- I nag
- I'm addicted to the computer
- I can be shy. (Basically, if I don't know you, you need to talk to me first. The first week of school was heck.)
- I worry about the smallest things
- I worry over things that have passed long ago
- I'm afraid of what I shouldn't be afraid of.
- I watch way too much TV
- I'm selfish
- I get annoyed easily
- I talk about my school way to much
- I can be really self-centered
- I'm too proud
- I sing under my breath a ton
- I'm sometimes a hypocrite
- I have a attitude problems
- I'm a cynic a lot of the time.
- I spend too much time checking for messages that aren't there
- I have an awful memory at times
- I can be really, really mean

Kays. That's it. Wow. Now that I look at it, I have way more faults than good things about me. Gah. If anyone has anything to add to either list, let me know please.

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Kasane Territory - Kasane Teto
  • Reading: Magic or Madness
  • Watching: Kasane Territory PV
  • Playing: Animal Crossing DS

Not in any particular order...

Wed Nov 11, 2009, 6:30 AM








Well, I figured I'd get some use out of these free skins a-fore they go poof. ("Before they are gone") Though, since I know nothing about skins because I've never used them before, I'm not sure how to add my own links, ect. None of the art or anything that might show up here is mine. I'm working on figuring out how to fix that... **UPDATE** I think I have fixed this problem.

So. Random announcements, not in any particular order.

It's November! 8D Which means Christmas stuff is coming around now. Yeah, I know, I think it's way too early, too. But I love the Christmas season so much that I don't really mind. But I won't start listening to Christmas music until a few days before Thanksgiving. (That is, unless I give in, which I THINK I have enough willpower to not do.) I'll probably post a random Christmas list later on.

My writers block seems to be gone, at least for the time being. I've been able to write a half-decent story for a couple weeks now. If I actually manage to get a chapter done, I'll probably post it. Probably.

Speaking of writing, I've been thinking of doing a collaboration sort of story with someone. (I write a chapter, they write a chapter). Let me know if anyone wants to try it out. I don't guarantee a colab with you just because you say you want to - I'll probably only pick 1 person.

I apologize if I haven't been talking to certain people lately. Life is busy. I also apologize for not visiting the sites I belong to that some of you may originally know me from. I'm working on finding time. >_<

Other news. My face officially breaks cameras. No joke, it does. A friend of mine (who will go unnamed because I'm nice like that :p) had been trying to get pictures of me, despite me trying to hide myself. And when they did actually manage a picture, it was either really blurry or my face was all white, with no facial features.
So yeah. It breaks cameras.


Coming soon:
-Promised fan art for Lorrania-niichan
-More sketchbook drawings
-With any luck, a good story chapter
-With any more luck, some nice computer-edited images.

  • Mood: Jolly
  • Listening to: Not Christmas music. Yet.
  • Reading: The Eye of the World
  • Watching: Shugo Chara
  • Playing: 385/2 days

Nuther Tag

Sat Nov 7, 2009, 8:13 AM
Stolen from:iconshadow-wildabeast:
Quiz time!

ONE – Spell your name without vowels: Ln or drnmn. That is unpronounceable
TWO - Are you single?: Nope
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 13
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Uh. Dark blue.
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Deep, ocean blue.
SIX - Favorite candy?: Any chocolate without nuts.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Yeah, can't complain too much.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: No
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: MOVEMENT
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: NO
TWELVE - How do you make money?: Random babysitting jobs that are few and far between.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: I refuse to pick just 1.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: BEST SCHOOL ON EARTH.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: I guess so...
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: ........ Cynic? I dunno.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My sandals that CONSTANTLY try to kill me.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Nope.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: AT SCHOOL
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Making my friend a music mix CD that I promised I'd make for him
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Maybe.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?:WHAT THE BLEEP IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Emailing one of my besties, :iconlorrania:
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Nope
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: You know it!
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: Um. My neighbor.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Maybe slightly.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: People.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Yes
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yeah
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Secret? yes. Big? No.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Sometimes. *cough*

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yup
Can you dance?: I'm learning...
Can you do a cart wheel?: Nope.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: ALMOST
Can you whistle?: Kinda
Can you wiggle your ears?: Nupe
Can you wiggle your nose?: Eh? Yes?
Can you roll your tongue?: Uh huh
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Yes

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: Rant. Write poetry. Rant on paper. Yell at people, sometimes, if I'm mad enough.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: Dunno... O.o
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yeah, my lil sister.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: You bet
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes. Not a good feeling.
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: :iconlufa-verani: Thanks, Lufa, for always being that shoulder.... (yes)
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Once. I think.
Ever cried over the same sex?: Friends, you fool.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Depends how bad.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes
Do certain movies make you cry?: Yes

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: YES! ^_____^
What makes you the happiest?: Friends, school, internet, acting, cooking/baking, chocolate. ♥
Does being with your friends make you happy?: YES!!!
Do you believe in yourself?: ..... Not really.
Do you wish you were happier?: Sometimes.
Is being happy overrated?: Never.
Can music make you happy?: MUSIC IS MAH LIFE

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Once or twice
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: .... I dunno....
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’?: Nope.

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: *sings* Hate is a strong word, but I really really really dont like youuu.... XDDD A couple people.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: No.
Are you a mean bully?: NO
Do you hate George Bush?: Nope.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Yes, I'll admit that whole-heartedly.
Do you think you're good looking?: NO NO NO.
Do you wish you could be someone else?: Yeah

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Brown & blond
Current piercings?: One on each earlobe
Have any tattoos?: Um, NO.
Straight hair or curly?: Curly >_<

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: SPARK shirt
Necklace(s)?: No
Bracelet(s)?: No
Shoes?: Nope. Just socks.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: Only every day of my life.
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: No
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: Heh, no.
Laughed so hard you cried?: A couple times.
Got in a fight with someone?: No duh.

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My sister
Person you talked to online?: :iconlorrania:

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Sometimes
Do you get along with your parents?: Most of the time, yeah
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Nope.

CURRENT:
Current mood: Hmm.... Neutral?
Current music: Everything's Magic by Angels & Airwaves
Current hairstyle: Shoulder-length and curly. But it'll be straight Monday night >:3
Current crush: Like I'd tell.
Current thing I ought to be doing: This... was already asked... Making my friend a music mix CD.
Current desktop picture: Generic Windows XP home edition.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Um.... no.
Did you ever run away from home?: No, but I've thought about it very hard and almost attempted it before.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: NUUUU, I am such a wuss when it comes to really bad injuries and tons of blood.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: No.

THE DOS:
Do you know how to swim?: Uh-huh.
Do you like roller coasters?: Sometimes.
Do you own a bike?: I LUVS MAH BIKE
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Probably the stuff on The Amazing Race, but not any other show.

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Not that I know of.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: *has no car of my own*
Does your family have family picnics?: Every so often. At least once a year.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Nupe
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: I have, but I don't do it very often.

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'8"
How much money do you have on you right now?: $40.... *is TRYING to save for a laptop...*

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: Uh. Hung out with, as in, not on a bus or at school or anything? Lufa.
Last thing someone the person above said to you?: "I get to drive home!" XD
Last thing you YELLED?: Something at :iconthe-man-with-a-plan:. STOP TRYING TO TAKE MY PICTURE, DANGGIT! >_<

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Everything's Magic - Angels and Airwaves
  • Watching: My emote dude
  • Playing: 385/2 days
  • Eating: eggs and toast
  • Drinking: Coffee!

ARRRTTTTT

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 5:52 PM
Yes. I know. I'm going to submit some real art.
I know you're shocked.
I am too.
But it may take a little while.

See, my library has an EPIC scanner. Epic beyond words. But that makes every stray mark visable. So I maaaay need to do some touch-ups on a couple pitcutes. Sorryyyy.

But it is comming. I promise.

  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Magnet
  • Watching: Shugo Chara
  • Playing: 385/2 days
  • Eating: porcupine balls
  • Drinking: milk

Another Random Rant

Mon Nov 2, 2009, 5:40 PM
I'm ticked about several things right now. This is probably going to make no sense. Just tellin' ya now.

People really need to watch what they say and who they say it too, and when. I've heard several people talk about others who thought they were friends, not knowing they were right there the whole time. And Lord knows what happens when it get repeated. And people really need to stop lying. Really, where does that get you?! Sure, it may buy you some time or something, but the truth is going to come bite you in the butt in the end. And it hurts when you know you've been lied to. It really sucks. Another thing. If you don't like where you are and you worked hard to get where you are, leave. Chances are, no one wants you there if you're complaining about everything. Other people who work harder than you and who want to be where you are would be much better than you are /just because/ they /enjoy/ what they do. And really, what's so wrong with being in more than one social circle? So your not allowed to have certain friends because you're friends with other people? That is /so/ messed up. And so sue me because I have issues. We /all/ have issues. You can stop telling me I do this too much and that not enough and I need to stop saying this. Its my life, get over it. You know what I'm really sick of? Everyone dumping their problems on everyone else, expecting them to fix them. Really?! Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't realize that I had to run your life and mine. I don't mind people venting, and yes, I try to help when I can, but I hate hate HATE people who dump everything on me and then, when I don't know what advice to give, they get all snappy at me. Also, if you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all. I don't need your overly-negative comments on how I look, how she acts, what he just said to you. Again, venting is fine, but don't go bad-mouthing people. And really, people need to learn to LET THINGS GO. Grudges are way over-rated and stupid. Sure, you have a right to be mad. But hanging something over someone's head for weeks, months, years is idiotic. Would you want someone holding something against you? Which brings me to my next point. The Golden Rule is really, really important. Do unto others as you would have done to you. Is it really that hard to /try/ getting along?

Ok. I'm done. I think.




New story idea(s) - Supernatural story. Main character: Hina.
New comic ideas - none
New song ideas - One, hard to explain
Shout it out: Not yet started
Supernatural story: Main character fleshings done. Writing started.

  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: Sharada
  • Watching: Shugo Chara
  • Playing: 385/2 days
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: water

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